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| I'm at the point of life where I am closing in and choosing to surround myself with those who I truly care about. True friendship is very hard to find and way harder to keep. I choose to only keep myself available to those who matter to me because they are the ones who will help me when I am in need.
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| In about 2 hours, i will be turning 20 years old. Although i am now 2 decades old, i still feel the same as i felt yesterday but when i look back, everything has changed. I've gone through many phases in life and these experiences caused me to change in various ways. These changes whether good or bad molded me into who i am as of this moment. I just hope that this is a beginning to a new me. I want to change for the better and i have got to quit thinking that i am too young to accomplish anything. | | |
| When a person is in a relationship, they experience a change in their lives and they often change along with it. During my experiences with certain people, relationships can cause them to be more selfish towards others and show extreme cases of PDA in the most inappropiate places. Certain people will disregard the fact that there are many onlookers and prove to the world that they can't keep their hands off eachother. Certain people think that its normal but only normal people agree that there should be a limit on the PDA and get disturned when certain people cross the border.
It seems like I've been blogging about these types of certain people a lot these days but that is only because I experience them quite often. And the only way to relinguish my anger is by telling others... In this case I am venting on xanga which I doubt many people read. Because confronting these certain type of people will theaten their ego and they will do everything in their power to destroy you. Certainly, I do not want my fate to end in perish so I will keep it quiet and leak the anger out bit by bit. Only time and karma can bring about justice. | | |
| The season started not too long ago and this year we have around 50 something players on the team. A huge difference from the other years. We drilled them, we punished them, we tested them and they wont leave. They've proven their dedication to us so we will prove our dedication to them. I've been given the task of training the jvs and it's hard doing so because there are so many of them. I give the boys to John and I take the girls. The girls started out not knowing how to hit at all and now theyre improving a lot, especially the newly-joiners. I've been trying to train them one on one to fix any bad habits they may have. During training I am more focused and strict compared to the previous year. Overall the team has been pretty fun so far. We enjoy seeing the players get to know eachother and motivate one another to do their best. It is very touching to see the team really pull it together and get close after there is a dramatic twist to the training. It's actually sorta funny how they clap when everybody accomplishes the challenge. Everybody gets along with one another and they all include eachother which is a major boost to their self-esteem. Last year there were only 20 something players on the team and even though we lost every single game, the players still admit they had a lot of fun because everybody bonded and they were very close. I hope this year we will win AND work together because as a team if there is a bond then the team is a lot stronger. | | |
| There's all kinds of people in the world and I've interacted and befriended many. But there are certain kinds of people who change after you meet them and get to know the real them. I hate the fact that they put on a face and lead you into believing that this is how they are and how nice they are when really they are full of lies. Once you get to know them a bit better, they become bitchy and unreasonable to a maximal extent. In front of others you guys are fine, but back home they put on a front and strut around in their uneccessary tantrums which most of the time is unreasonable. These people are destructive, greedy and selfish. They can say that money is not the world but turns around and demands money for this and that while they have jobs and you are unemployed. When they need you, they expect you to be there when in return they are nowhere to be found when you are in need of help. When you call, their phone is on silent and when they call and you are unable to pick up, they will get mad and yell at you for not being there. They use the guilt trip to get their way and they will use you to get to the next level because unfortunately you mean shit to them. They spread rumors and lies about your orientation and they talk about how unconsiderate you are when they are the ones that push the limits on considering others. Ultimately they are only out there for themselves and you are just a stepping stone that aids them. After they're done climbing on you, they will leave you there. So there you have it friends.... a certain type of human being to stay away from. They are dangerous and very slick. They can pull you in their dungeon without your awareness because they put up such a nice impression in the beginning. Choose your friends carefully and dont be tricked by these people because they are just monsters in disguise. If karma actually exists then these people will have one of the worse endings. | | |
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